| KHftCEA 1997-07.1 July |
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KHftCEA 1997-07.1 July
The intimacy of applying soothing balm on a sunburn (potential lovebite?) 97-7-2 --- “Morality's lease is up and Science has the keys to the apartment." -Ander's Mad Scientist Page --- one thousand cups of coffee cannot ease the memory of 3 or 4 with you. That cafe holds the key to something that I don't understand. 97-7-3 --- Roadtrip to Grove: Weird memory copying harddrives at night w/ Lena-getting up when my batchfile beeped, half awake, trying not to disturb Lena... Driving thru sturbridge makes me think of Rebekah and her grandmother and trips she takes with Derrick- somehow relieved her and Joan are moving closer, and not her and him. Sometimes I think that I play the role of Rebekah's white knight, rescuing her from relationships gone stale. So maybe asking her why we don't work brings us into Gödel number territory. Lena gave me 3 reasons why she was upset after I told her that I wouldn't tell her a story because I only make stories for people I'm trying to seduce: 1.she's not getting any stories 2. I only tell stories to people I'm trying to seduce 3. I'm not trying to seduce her near "Cheesequake" in NJ: (what a name for a dessert or café) 'let's be lovers/for tonight' sings Dave Matthew's Band but right now I wish mostly for a hand to hold, fingers interlocking perfectly. driving past the ocean grove tacobell where I've shared a burrito with Veronika- nostalgia strikes- but has it been that long since I've been here? 97-7-4 --- standing at night in the atlantic writing this 97-7-4 --- "the post literate society- 'of COURSE I can read, but THANK GOD I don't have to.'" -Tom Lehrer --- “Pilot, entertain me," he said, drawing the electronic device near to him. ("To Gillian on her 37th Birthday" isn't the easiest movie to watch) 97-7-5 --- I've been in love on a private beach. I've been in love on a beach with waves. Why does it seem important to me to be in love on a beach with waves? I wish "Come Home To The Sea" was a better song. 97-7-5 --- "Keep your knees loose" -old advice --- this is a computer that's with me everywhere- like tonight to the sousa concert-"little brother". That's kind of cool. 97-7-5 --- Goodbyes should be rushed in a flurry of activity, as if it were the schedule of bus or plane and not fate and circumstance bringing people apart. 97-7-5 --- I'm already dreading wearing long pants at the end of the summer. 97-7-5 --- at the sousa concert i'm suddenly brought back to christmas night with r, and making pictures, and her telling me i make her feel beautiful like few (no one?) else can. I haven't felt that in a while. 97-7-5 --- new york news is SO new york-centric 97-7-5 --- "i would that the minions bring me my biscuits"-Sara "summon the wait staff- I would have a scone"-Kirk "oh dear- we have singed pussy in here"-Sara's Aunt 97-7-6 --- you're my little guppy of love you're my little guppy of love like a little fishy darting in the sea swim away from danger swim right toward me you're my little guppy of love you're my little guppy of love 'cause you know that friendship is the salt in this ocean and physical attraction adds the wavelike motion you're my little guppy of love you're my little guppy of love 97-7-8 --- I keep thinking about how D pegged the quickie/quiche joke as coming from me. How well does he know me and how and why? (Strange trying to discern how she feels about me by what he feels about me as reported by her) 97-7-8 --- IN THE BANK Are you waiting...? He enquired. Yes I am she snapped. He couldn't help but notice her resemblance to a trout. 97-7-8 --- TRISH: Usually when you hear about couples breaking up over commitment problems, it's the guy who won't make one. CHRIS:That's not necessarily true. You just think it is because girls are on the phone more often than guys are, talking about what creeps men are and how they won't make commitments. Men think all the same things, but instead of phoning their friends to complain, they spend time making a lot of meaningless decisions. -Deanne Stillman, "Girls in Suits at Lunch" |