| KHftCEA 1998-01.1 January |
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KHftCEA 1998-01.1 January
It used to be that children were treated as small adults. Then there was a strong division between the child's and adult's worlds. Now the adults are acting like children, the cult of youth, feeling and acting young. 98-1-3 --- Gas came to 10.00 even, of it's own accord. --- To Mo:"There are many things I hope to experience with you. Reconstructive surgery is not one of them." --- "I am a fish person." --Sarah Strachan 98-1-4 --- So many friends of mine are bulking up... Jen, Juj, Erica, Dan... Hope I'm not next. 98-1-5 --- She cannot hide the anger that rages Fiercely against all forms of cages 98-1-5 --- So RIS isn't going to happen- thank heavens... S'funny about Dave losing Linda and coming back to Boston, and keeping his dwi accident underwraps. The guy doesn't have many admirable qualities, but putting up a good front is one of them. 98-1-6 --- I'm so happy... there's a cold mist and I have a canker sore, but I'm in love and going to share a goofy meal with Rick. I have no right to demand that life be this good. 98-1-7 --- "We don't know if there's a god- but there *are* women..." --Woody Allen, "Deconstructing Harry" --- "If wishes were horses, beggars would ride." "If lettuce were seagulls, burgers would fly." --Bizarro --- All this talk about "PalmPCs" has given me a case of technolust. For all my pilot praise, it's nice to see the ante being raised- and I'm getting burnt out on graffiti. 98-1-11 --- Jury duty tomorrow... wheee. A bit of grease on the wheels of justice. 98-1-11 --- "[having a kid] is like being in jail where you really love the warden." --patient on "Dr. Katz" --- In the jury pool waiting room, so odd being with such a demographic cross section. Usually when I'm in groups this size they're all people my age, or techies. -- Odd how silent all the potential jurors are, even more so than at, say, an airport. I guess it's because everyone's here alone, no groups. -- I'm as open to this journal as I am to a close friend, but no more than that- there are some thoughts that are saved for intimate moments, and I refuse to have those with a piece of software. -- Jury trials. Bah. Panels of informed judges, that's the ticket. -- "Commonwealth"- such a quaint term for a state. -- Sitting watching the instructional video on benches with my fellow potential jurors, then having the doors open at the end, reminds me strongly of rides at Disney World. -- Later now. Some people are chatting. Been in and out of a courtroom, and if my assignment (panel 6 seat 8) had been 2 or 3 lower I'd likely be sitting in on a trial where a man claims abuse after a false accusation of a Greyhound bus luggage theft. Bizarre how much of a role chance plays in this. -- The courtroom had such nice lighting, seemed like sunlight filtered through giant panes of thick white glass. -- They just called for panels "11, 4, 5, and 10"- here's hoping. -- Damn. Post-lunch selection. 98-1-12 --- All roads lead to Rome, all thoughts lead to Mo, at least when I'm not focused on something else. She's so cute, with such a unique look- "impish grin" comes to mind, but doesn't do justice to her prettiness. I look at other women, can admire their beauty, but my thoughts come sliding back to Mo, and I'm so happy just where I am. I love to admire her body when she's naked. I like to look at her face when she's not. Because of that period of needing to act as if I wanted a fling and only a fling with Mo, sometimes it's strange to suddenly recall how much of a crush I've had on her for all those many months. 98-1-12 --- Women who wear ribbon scarfs or choker necklaces always seem as if their just barely keeping their heads attached, undo the thing around their necks and their head would drop to the floor and roll. 98-1-12 --- What should a romantic interest be? •kind •generous •patient •cute •sex-positive •friendly •interesting •intelligent •funny •concerned |